I just feel like I could throw-up. I feel so overwhelmed and sad. I am depressed, anxious and exhausted. Our 4th and final IUI did not work. We agreed that we would not waste money on
another IUI if this fourth one didn’t work, because obviously it was not going
to happen if it didn’t happen in four tries.
IVF costs upward of $12,000 (all out of pocket). I cried and cried and cried when I found out
that this would be our only option. Why us? Why is this happening when everyone around us
is having babies so easily? Why the
heartache? I just have to keep reminding
myself that God has a plan. It is ALL in
His timing. It is just so hard and heartbreaking. But I know He didn’t promise that the journey
would be easy. In fact, He told us it
would be hard. I just wish I was
stronger. But I am so grateful that He
is strong enough for ALL of us. He will
carry me when I can no longer walk. Help
me, Lord. I need You.
