AF showed yesterday and I had a total breakdown. Throughout the entire 2 years of ttc I've never cried, but yesterday I was hysterical. My poor dh could not calm me down; I just cried and cried and cried. I was so hopeful this cycle after the surgery back in November... and this was the first time we could try since then and RE told me beforehand that he was "extremely optimistic". I just feel so broken. I'm a little better today. I'm going out of town for work during cd11-13 this cycle so now we can't try again until march 14th. RE wants us to do IUI for the first time next cycle and I just honestly never thought it would get to this point.
All I can do is pray.
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